Taylor Lea Tristan
1 year old. I simply can't believe it. I remember the day we met like it were yesterday. And now, here we are, 365 days later.
From the beginning you have been perfectly ours. You fit easily into our family. I can't imagine Team Tristan without you, precious girl.
When I found out you were a baby girl I went through denial. I was certain I wanted another little boy, a brother for Hays (Since you two will be 1 year apart in school another boy seemed easier). The Lord knew I didn't need another hard-headed little boy... I needed a perfect, bald baby girl.
You have taught me so much this year. I have learned to slow down. I have learned to sit and soak up the moments of simply being your momma. I've cherished watching you grow. I secretly LOVE the fact you are quite the Momma's girl. (I think that has a lot to do with the fact I haven't ever left you!)
At first you were so sweet. I was worried that your brother and other kids would walk all over you. That is not going to happen. You have developed this BIG personality. You attack Hays like you were his equal (in size, of course). Your ability to hold your breath while screaming is impressive and the way you throw yourself face down on the ground and kick your feet when something doesn't go your way always makes me laugh. I don't worry about you being overlooked anymore. You make your presence known.
For the first time in months you let me rock you to sleep. I cried as I thought of my favorite memories from the past year. I looked up at the clock and realized it was exactly the time you were placed in my arms for the first time. Man, does time fly.
Thank you. Thank you for being easy. Thank you for lighting up with your gap-toothed grin when you see me walk into a room. Thank you for making me a better woman.
The Lord has big plans for you little girl. I can't wait to sit back and watch you go.
Taylor,
You are absolutely amazing! I have been married to your mother for 5 years and every year I am with her it just gets better. This year you added to this life of getting better! I remember seeing you for the first time and saying; “wow, you are filthy.” But then I held you (after your first bath) and I was completely overwhelmed with emotion on the miracle and blessing that you are. The hospital stay was a little annoying because none of us really wanted to be there, but once we got you home you have been a champ sleeper ever since!
You will quickly realize that your dad is a big list maker, so I want to share with you the top 12 things that are my favorite about my little girl.
1. Eating Breakfast with you at the table or coming home after work and eating dinner with you at the table. You simplify my life and show me that there are only a few things that are really important. I can wait to do this for the next 17 years, and I am praying for the man that is going to be able to do that with you for the 50 years after that.
2. Listening to you talk in the morning through the monitor.
3. Watching you walk after your brother when he makes you mad.
4. Crinkling your nose when you laugh and smile.
5. Winking back at me.
6. Climbing on things.
7. Watching you sleep in your car seat and how peaceful you are.
8. Discovering your personality; so excited to get to know you more.
9. Reading books to you; I need to read more to you.
10. Bath time and how you mess with the drain and know just what it does… You are a very smart little girl
11. How humble you were when they didn’t ask you to be in the unstoppable mom pictures.
12. When you remind me of your mother.
There is only one woman in this world that has truly captivated my heart and continues to captivate me and that is your mom. The one thing that overwhelms me even more is when you do things and have gestures that remind me of her. You have the best role model for being a Godly woman and I am so eager to see how the Lord uses you to change the course of history. I commit to praying for you, making you a priority (not just family, but you individually), telling you how beautifully you are, loving your mother, and enjoy life with you.
Love you Taylor,
Your Dad
(Umm, could your dad be ANY more sweet? I definitely cried when I read that letter. Tay, we are 2 lucky girls to have that man in our lives.)